Okay, I do not really like psychiatric meds at all tbh. They did nothing but harm to me in the past; while in the end, it turned out the whole diagnosis was a mistake, and that I do not have any psychiatric issues at all. That said, I was told I no longer need them, so I had to slowly reduce the dose until reaching zero. This was finally settled few months ago so far, great thing to happen. The problem lies in the issue that I will try to sum up here: Personal issues aside, I am currently poor, and having issues with living. Gladly, there is something known as handicap certificate in my country, which is something specialists told me I must have. Once I get it, I will permanently get a monthly pension of around $150, as support for some motor issues I have been diagnosed with. There, I have been doing some procedures in order to get it... but something came up. While certain medical exams have not been finished yet, some personal issues got on the way, and it led to some misunderstandings that deliberately messed up the situation. I ended up going to psychologists and psychiatrists, and so few weeks ago, I literally got cornered by two choices: to either take meds again and support the procedures to get my pension, or to be void of those... I already had the time to tell them about my experiences with meds in the past, so they allowed me to take a greatly reduced dose of only 3mg of olanzapine. I guess I had no choice, so I accepted the deal for the time being... Alright, to tell the truth, my situation ended up being much worse than expected. In short, I am extremely crippled, and problem is, I have things to attend that I can never get to do quite right in such state of vulnerability. And to make things worse, I can't simply go ahead and contact the specialists about this, plus I am currently on a trip for few weeks before I am supposed to meet them again. What would be my best choice? This is a very delicate issue that must be carefully settled, so if anyone has any ideas on how, please let me know here. Thanks in advance∼